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(no subject) [Jun. 12th, 1978|12:01 am]
Emmeline Vance
I just found my journal down the back of the sofa. I don't know if anyone even reads these anymore.

It's been exactly five months. It is after midnight, after all.

On the 12th of January, 1978, my stupid brave fiancé, Benjy Fenwick was murdered. Brutally. In Ipswich. They couldn't find any remains. He would have qualified as an Auror this year and whatever anyone may have said, he would have been a fantastic Auror. He was headstrong and funny and handsome and he knew his right from wrong and I mostly can't believe that he's gone. Even though I'm writing this down, it doesn't seem real. Benjy is gone and has been gone for 151 days.

I have to see this war through, because it is a war, for his sake if for no one else's. When it's over, though, I'm going to give up. I don't think I want to be an Auror anymore. It's not worth it. It's not worth Benjy's life, or Gideon's, or Fabian's. It's just not.
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For the attn. of B. Fenwick, Esq [Oct. 31st, 1977|11:17 pm]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |distresseddistressed]

I HAVEN'T RECOVERED YET.

IT'S SO UNFAIR.

AND I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOOK ANYONE IN THE FACE AGAIN.

AND I DON'T HAVE THE TIME DO BE DOING EXTRA PAPERWORK ON TOP OF TRAINING AND STUDYING.
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(no subject) [Oct. 19th, 1977|12:19 am]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |crappycrappy]

Frank? Alice? I just got my exam timetable. The fucker Moody's joking, right? There's no way in hell I can sit all those exams before Christmas. Should I explain to him that there are only twenty four hours in the day and that the Ministry probably wouldn't approve a Time-Turner application even for academic reasons?

Oh. Merlin. I've less than two months to study.
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 1977|11:50 pm]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |contemplativecontemplative]

Fenwick, your ex knows how to hold a grudge. I had to go down to Candice's department today to hand in those reports about last weekend's raid in Yorkshire and she actually tried to hex me. Fortunately, Moody was there too and now she is in a shit-load of shit.

I didn't tell Alastor why she tried to hex me though. You so owe me.
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(no subject) [Sep. 17th, 1977|08:06 pm]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |cheerfulcheerful]

I'm back in England!

Spain really is nice this time of year.
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(no subject) [Aug. 19th, 1977|01:12 am]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |accomplished]

Amidst ALL THAT TALK and ALL THOSE SCURRILOUS RUMOURS earlier on, I forgot to say that Moody gave me back my report about what I've been doing for the past year and he only wrote "Constant Vigilance" 35 times.

Although that does include the page about that werewolf thing where he wrote it in huge red writing. Along with a full list of instructions on how to contact the Department for the Disposal of Dangerous Animals even when in Peru.

Still, it's not bad. I may be an Auror yet.
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(no subject) [Aug. 13th, 1977|04:27 pm]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |infuriatedinfuriated]

FUCK YOU MOODY YOU DO NOT MAKE PEOPLE WORK ON SATURDAYS BECAUSE WHEN YOU MAKE PEOPLE WORK ON SATURDAYS THEY DISLIKE YOU EVEN MORE THAN THEY ALREADY DO.

I AM GOING DOWN THE FUCKING PUB NOW AND I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE NOT SUPPOSED TO DRINK WITH A BROKEN ARM AND CONCUSSION.
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(no subject) [Aug. 8th, 1977|05:00 pm]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |annoyedannoyed]

Today. Has been. The worst day ever.

There was this thing in training, to do with duelling, and I did really well but then that pillock Moody just shouted at me. He said that he didn't know why I had ever been put in Ravenclaw because Ravenclaws are supposed to be intelligent. He said he wasn't sure if I had just displayed the mindless bravery of a Gryffindor or the sheer idiocy of a Hufflepuff and then he sent me home early. Fuckhead.

Why didn't McGonagall warn me that part of being an Auror is putting up with Moody's shit?

Anyway, Andi, I'm calling round to yours later with a bottle of wine, just so you know.
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(no subject) [Aug. 6th, 1977|06:36 pm]
Emmeline Vance
[mood |bouncybouncy]

I have a tan, my hair is really long but it's still me, I promise! I've not written in this thing in ages because I've been away and, apparently, I can't talk about that or Alastor will kill me dead. I am back in England though and it's fucking freezing!!

How is everyone? How're the Harpies doing, Ted? I couldn't keep up with the Quidditch while I was gone.

Does anyone else live in London?
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